[20 Mar 2006|11:10am] bad..stressful day... dont even no why.. livejournal is LAME! the ONLY reason i get on here is bc myspace is blockd at school. :::sigh::: post comment

[27 Feb 2006|11:44am] HAHHAHAH DAMNNN!!!!! LIVEJOURNAL IS OLD AS FUCK! I FORGOT ABOUT IT. LIFE'S GOIN GOOD..KINDA...SOMTIMES... BIRTHDAY ON WED. YA YAYAYA <333 ERIC IS GOIN TO COURT 4 TIMES THIS MONTH :[ post comment

[17 Nov 2005|08:01am] ++damn...i forgot all about LiveJournal! SO much has gone on!! i have new friends..Older..BETTER..FUNNER! i love it!! ++OLIVIA and ROSE..damn would life go on with out them?? When ever i cry They are there to whipe my tears..Serously..happen last weekend!! i love tthem soo much! ++Life has been some what great!<3 BLAH BLAH BLAH! post comment

[12 Oct 2005|07:58am] i get to see kaila today... Last weekend ROOCKKED after homecomming!!! WEEKEND I WILL ALWAYS REMEBER!<3 2 comments|post comment

[03 Oct 2005|07:30am] I JUST HERD WHAT OLIVA AND JEFF DID ON SATERDAY NIGHT IN SOMEONES YARD! EVEN THO THEY DONT HAVE GRASS LOL! THEN YELLED "I LOVE YOU NIKKI" IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE! I LOVE YOU OLIVA AND JEFF U ALL ARE THE BEST!<3 post comment

[30 Sep 2005|07:57am] [ mood | chill ] + - Since the whole cassie thing. i thought i would be depressed and not knowing what to do.I was like that the first week.But after that i have been good. I just learned i can NEVER trust anyone with my heart.So.Yay.Learned!Mayb after a few me and cassie can still be cool and mayb hang out sometime.BUt im not goin to be the one calling.Bc dont get me rong i miss her to death.Neways.Man i have Had soo much fun With ROSE* and Oliva* and everyone else!So its her call.I have hung with Rose for what 3 weekends<3SOOOOO MUCH FUN! i would never traid those for ANYTHING!!THANX YOU BOTH! +Lish has my lunch per now :) +Dalen is bak so i hang with him and Garett at lunch +++ Humm..Life is goin good. -Me<3 1 comment|post comment

[27 Sep 2005|08:02am] I got my homecoming dress :)~ Two people asked me and i said no..woops. lol i dunno post comment

[22 Sep 2005|07:40am] So the Homecomming game is in 16 days and the Homecomming Dance is in 17. I hurd we where having it at Star*Dust. It better NOT be there or i will go NUTZ! Neways. Im over everything with the cassie thing now. She has been talkn mad shit and w.e ya it hurt for a while and i was dwelling and depressed but im sick of it. If she hates me for no reason FUCK her.</3 post comment

[21 Sep 2005|08:10am] So all i have been doing to dwelling on this whole thing. Thinkn about how she hates me now and i dont even no why. No one ever thought things would end up like this.Ya it does suck. And i miss her to death. and if i could i probly would go back and change EVERYTHING.BUt i cant.Welcome to reality right?Well ya now that she hates me she wont call me, talk to me, try to see me, it hurts but what hurts the most is her talkn shit about me.I never thought anything was going rong. i thought it was going well.But i was wrong i guess? ya we got in stupid ass fights. but always seemed to make up.damn i dunno.Its weird sleeping in my room its EMPTY.Its weird being around the house. Bc everyone use to ALWAYS laugh.Not so much anymore tho.I never relized how much i cared till all this happen.But damn she is really gone.4 Me i have nothing to look forward to comming home to when i end a long day at work or school like i use to have. No cuddling.No confort. No laughs. No nothing.It kills me.She has been being so mean to me. and i hate it. i hate how all this has come out to be i'll get over it one day and i just hope thats soon. Me and my mom and everyone still love her to death everyone said so there selfs.</3 post comment

[19 Sep 2005|08:14am] Even tho alot of shit is happen..i still miss her soooo much..i miss cuddleing :/..I have nothin to look forward when i come home from school or a long day at work..</3 Sucky.,i never new i felt this way till she was gone.....and now i feel lonly.. post comment

[15 Sep 2005|08:45pm] SOME ONE PLEASE KILL ME! I HATE MY LIFE! IM ALWAYS GETTING HURT OR FUCKED OVER! 2 comments|post comment

[15 Sep 2005|07:27am] Hurt.. Last night was a bad night cryed myself to sleep.. cryed last night to heather, my mom, susan.. Cryed on the bus this morning to alisha..</3 1 comment|post comment

[13 Sep 2005|03:50pm] my love for you will never, ever die I will always be true Your love is what I live by When I see your face It takes my breath away My mind sees you everyplace I love you. What else can I say My heart is filled with love For you, the Angel of my dreams I thank the Lord above I am lost in you, it seems Please be mine forever Never leave me blue Because no one can ever Stop the love I have for you post comment

[09 Sep 2005|07:48am] HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSIE<33 I LOVE YOU!!<33 1 comment|post comment

[07 Sep 2005|08:00am] Ok. So i no i have said this time and time again but im sayn again. Im SICK of being singel.. Im starting to feel lonly. Sucky!! I dont like the feeling. I want someone to be with. Like a person to bring me flowers on my B-day or Valentines Day.Hell just because.I want someone i can call mine. I have been single for like..MONTHS!!and im sick of it..If anyone no's how im feeling COMMENT!! lol<3 1 comment|post comment

[01 Sep 2005|08:16am] so ya im bored..I have 2 jobs. one at domino's and one with my love heather judd<33 so i work Thursday-Sunday :( no weekends for me no more...</3 sucky but i gots alot of money!! lol when i work with heather just one day i get $51.22 and i work 2 days at that job and 3 days at dominos :) IN SCHOOL! COMMENT BITCHS! 1 comment|post comment

:( [29 Aug 2005|03:46pm] Rape my mind Break my heart Cause that is how you want me. Broken down Soul wiped out With nobody to turn to. Suffering Weakening With every time you push me. Force me down Flatten dreams Clone me into your whores. Wipe me out Curse my life Threaten me with your whispers. Stab at me Tear me up And leave me here to miss you. Rape my mind Break my heart And still know I'll run straight back. post comment

[21 Aug 2005|01:07pm] so ya he called..and my world fell apart again..</3 Happens EVERY time..when everything is going well..and im strong..he always calls.. 2 comments|post comment

[18 Aug 2005|07:57am] so im in 1st per..like always when i update<3 So i told this kid Doug that i thought "Kaloup" ( how ever u spell it ) is cute.. and he told him. lol and now "Kaloup" wants to talk to me :) lol heehee now i have the giggles like crazy!! humm..im nervis i should like RUN to my next class lol jk i see he EVERYWHERE lol so today im gunna have to hide lol jk jk i have lunch with himm... i wonder how all this is gunna go...? <3 Will update more later *Andrew<3---Good luck in the Army my love<3 i will miss you! Stay HAWT!<3And we are DEFF. hangn out when u get out in 15 weeks.. :( i will wait!<3 post comment

[17 Aug 2005|07:57am] [ mood | awake ] So..nothing really is new... Me and Mrs.Heather Judd are BACK!! So everyone LOOK out!!<3 i got her bak shes got mine!<33 we are gunna be hangn out a hole bunchs again and we are gunna live it up!! We are moving in with eachother when we are 16 and ALisha is making our house<33 I love ya Alisha Mello<33 lol I got my bottom belly done it HURT like a BITCH! Well im in school.And its only 1st per. BLAH! im bored im gunna go surf the net<3 -NoWz ThE tImE tO cOmMeNt BItChZ!!<3 post comment

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